Noise to signal
So finally I'm within two to three more things to do to get on the kidney transplant list. I've spent a lot of my time on the telephone black hole, getting appointments. Plus I've spent even more time in doctor's offices, trying to get the last few tests that the transplant doctors wanted.
When I'm not in this medical black hole, I'm trying to relax from the stresses. It has worn me out that I have barely enough energy and brain power to cook food and clean a few things.
Laundry, dust, and dishes are always with us.
So it seems that the noise (getting things done to get on the list) are overpowering my signal (creativity--writing, etc). I keep telling myself that I will have the energy to continue when I get this done.
I hope this world is not burned to the ground before I'm well enough to do my part. If it does I'll be too tired to notice.